When a baby is born they have no knowledge of anything, the first thing the body does is take its first breath. In the process the baby begins to cry. Depending on how the child is treated and with whom s/he is raised, determines on how the child will react to things and begins to create their own personality as the years go by. The child chooses what is right and what is wrong, either they can agree with the parents ideals or they can create their own definition. Since we are born without any knowledge, the younger we are the happier we are, because we don’t see any wrong in the world, we don’t see the evils that surrounds is. Also the innocence allows us to love everything and anyone that will show us kindness. But once you are in the years of growing up, your heart starts to slowly die. What I mean is in the sense that you notice that no one truly cares 100% about you, no one does something for nothing in return. You learn how cruel people are, and of you show your emotions you are considered weak. Even though everyone has those feelings, since everyone is different and react differently to situations. The people that know you the most start to view you as an insane, bratty, irresponsible person etc. But they don’t really sit down and stop everything to see what’s the matter, because they are to preoccupied with their life. Never take the time to actually listen, and get to know that person truly. After years of that and many other encounters, that child that was full of happiness and love. Turns into something dark and slowly starts to eliminate those feelings in a way of defense. So nothing can harm them anymore, even though they try so much to remain a child and maintain that happiness. It will eventually fade, as long as there is nothing there to keep that happiness within that person. That’s why the saying goes “What doesn’t kill you, makes you stronger”. - K.S.
I hate that when you want to do something for yourself and it cant be done because people just dont have the time to help you accomplish the things that you want. Personally I strongly think that they just really dont believe that you are capable of it therefore it is viewed as a waste of time.
This is sempiternal.